Papoosh etc - Marriage, Motherhood, Mayhem and Musings!

Its amazing how the human mind works, how it is so swayable, and strong at the same time. The biggest of tragedies can leave it unfazed, but the smallest of words can make it work overtime, concocting circumstances, making excuses, trying to find small ways to fit it into the larger scheme of things we call life...

Too much has gone on since the year started. Not been the best of beginnings, infact, could almost put it right on top of the list of the worst ways to start a year. But things are better now, limping back to normal, and hopefully, by the end of the year, I'll be able to look back on this one with a smile and a prayer of gratefulness.. In other news........ I have gone from a girl with a house to...... a girl with a house and "posessions" *grin* Last you heard I had a few buckets here and there and a little kitchen essentials. Now...I have a fridge and a t.v. and a DVD player. If you think I am gloating, you're damn right I am. Nothing till date has ever given me so much a sense of pride as being able to buy "big" things like that with hard earned money that is not my parents' but mine. Yes there is the chink in the armour, I am paying those darned monthly instalments, but that too is out of My Pocket, and I am still getting used to it, both the paying,

Long long time since I wrote a single original thought..leave alone posting something. As I type here, I can hear those rusty wheels creak as they turn, can feel my brain sending out signals, groping around for coherence, getting a feel of putting thoughts down in words again..and..and ..it is so damn difficult.