Papoosh etc - Marriage, Motherhood, Mayhem and Musings!

So...I trolled the internet to look up some cool stuff. Cool stuff be damned, its the age of weirdness. Check out the stuff available out there :) My faves: 1) The musical condoms : Now who would NOT like some music to go with the loving huh..huh??? 2) Spray-On Condoms : Yeah, why wait and put them on, when you can enjoy the spray!!! I know I know..not too great with this kinda stuff. 3) The USB vibrator : You can tell what my fave activity is can't you. See. .work and pleasure can go together ;-) Now to the not so sexual weirdness - 4) This one is so amazing, it will blow you away..no seriously. I mean, it combines the pot and the news and your weight. Could anything get better than that. I present the RSStroom Reader . Ok people..weirdness for the day is done :) Now go forth and laugh your guts out. Uhm..or be fascinated..whatever!!!

So...the moping is done with. After the uncomfortable questions needing some answering and concerned messages/calls, for all of the 4 people who read this..I am alright, completely fine. This is venting ground, so I can go back to being the sweet person I am when you talk to me. This is my pensieve, pulling out the dark threads, so I'm all happy happy when I talk to you, the people I love. For some strange reason though, I put my fingers to the keyboard, and no happy words come. I think my fingers are so used to typing in morose stuff, they almost feel the need to revolt when the brain sends happy messages their way :). So.. Fingers..pls behave. I am going to make a conscious effort to do away with the blues and write nice, happy, unmorose stuff for sometime. Until the urge to vent hits me again that is :).

Which is the greater evil? To love and not be loved in return...or to be loved back, but not be allowed to love? Having been on both sides, I can speak for myself..and it is a far far far more painful experience to love a person who is immensely in love with you, but just does not allow you to love them back than to be a person who's love is unrequited. It is possible to move on from a place where nothing even begun...you love someone, they don't love you back..you reel under the knowledge that what you thought you could share with them will never be, learn to accept it and move on. Sooner or later, someone else will come along who will let you forget..and help you cover the half baked foundation and build a new set of dreams...you learn to live, and eventually you find contentment as well. When you are not allowed to love in return though, it is a much tougher struggle..two people reach out...realise that the connection between them runs so deep that it cannot be ignored..and ...